Nineteenth day of January … an ordinary chunk of the week for some. But for me, this day was my DAY! My great day, a blessed day and the day that would tell me that I’m now a “Fifteen year old Damsel”. 
Somehow, being a 14 year old gal was really unforgettable!
First and foremost, was my relationship with God. Ofcourse with the help of Felariz, I was transformed into a new person. I am not yet a Christian, but what is more important is my relationship with Him.
For everything, absolutely everything,
Above and below, visible and invisible …
Everything got started in him and
Finds its purpose in him
Colossians 1:16 (Msg)
Found new peers and discover their own perceptions and attitudes.
Experience problems and achievements. Problems, especially within the family, financial, lovelife and as always, school. I’ve finished sophomore year and now struggling with my junior year, some more months and I’m already a senior.
I also fallen in love, not so deep yet a feeling which is different, incomparable, insane, and put those butterflies in my stomach.
Finally, I’m getting to know myself. Not yet so deep, but I still have so many years for a soul searching.
For now, I have to enjoy
LIFE, LIVE.LAUGH.LOVE
We had our new seating arrangement the following day. My new seatmates?
Karen and Cez.
Honestly, it doesn’t start so good. I was LATE!!
I have to rush for a review. They all greeted me with a scream, 
OA!!! Though some just knew it that day. Afterwards, we all focused on Chemistry. As usual, it had never been so easy. At first it was a bit easy coz it’s all in multiple choices type. But when Ma’am Bisa came, she gave the next batch of the test. Whew! I’m not yet on the halfway but the time was already on its 15 minutes left. I knew I wouldn’t finish, who would?! That’s why I just guessed the next items on the second test. Actually it’s more than half of it! Filipino was the next, though it was shorter this time, I was bored answering the questions.
On the period of our recess, my world stops! Yeah, it looks like I fell on the black hole, my heart stops beating, and everything turns into a disaster! What a day, the LCD of my digital cam wrecked!
I don’t know what to do first, but I prefer
to study on Zoo and AP, yet the only thing in my mind was the cam cam cam cam cam cam cam cam cam, nothing else!
I finished the test and sit beside my peers babbling about my cam. It was my birthday that’s why I shouldn’t let my whole day to get crackup! We ate
at Claros, Claud, Fela, Zhai and Cez were with me. We took pictures though we don’t see anything on the screen as it flashes. I enjoyed every bite and gossip. Forgetting about the headache.
We all helped our classmates, Loriza, Joan, Ninay and especially Cyrile for the Campus Idol. They should put on a formal dress, which they didn’t prepare with that’s why we find quick fixes.
And the unforgettable part of it, Raz lend Cy her dress, yet they were looking for some ways for her not to look “losyang”. So Raz suddenly got annoyed and utter,
“ Ui P150 yan! “ It quite didn’t sound good on them that’s why Zhai and Claude really look for ways just to lend Cy another dress. So they did, Zhai found a dress for Cy and rush.
Somehow, being a 14 year old gal was really unforgettable!
First and foremost, was my relationship with God. Ofcourse with the help of Felariz, I was transformed into a new person. I am not yet a Christian, but what is more important is my relationship with Him.
For everything, absolutely everything,
Above and below, visible and invisible …
Everything got started in him and
Finds its purpose in him
Colossians 1:16 (Msg)
Found new peers and discover their own perceptions and attitudes.
Experience problems and achievements. Problems, especially within the family, financial, lovelife and as always, school. I’ve finished sophomore year and now struggling with my junior year, some more months and I’m already a senior.
I also fallen in love, not so deep yet a feeling which is different, incomparable, insane, and put those butterflies in my stomach.
Finally, I’m getting to know myself. Not yet so deep, but I still have so many years for a soul searching.
For now, I have to enjoy
LIFE, LIVE.LAUGH.LOVEWe had our new seating arrangement the following day. My new seatmates?
Karen and Cez.Honestly, it doesn’t start so good. I was LATE!!
I have to rush for a review. They all greeted me with a scream, OA!!! Though some just knew it that day. Afterwards, we all focused on Chemistry. As usual, it had never been so easy. At first it was a bit easy coz it’s all in multiple choices type. But when Ma’am Bisa came, she gave the next batch of the test. Whew! I’m not yet on the halfway but the time was already on its 15 minutes left. I knew I wouldn’t finish, who would?! That’s why I just guessed the next items on the second test. Actually it’s more than half of it! Filipino was the next, though it was shorter this time, I was bored answering the questions.On the period of our recess, my world stops! Yeah, it looks like I fell on the black hole, my heart stops beating, and everything turns into a disaster! What a day, the LCD of my digital cam wrecked!
I don’t know what to do first, but I prefer to study on Zoo and AP, yet the only thing in my mind was the cam cam cam cam cam cam cam cam cam, nothing else!
I finished the test and sit beside my peers babbling about my cam. It was my birthday that’s why I shouldn’t let my whole day to get crackup! We ate
at Claros, Claud, Fela, Zhai and Cez were with me. We took pictures though we don’t see anything on the screen as it flashes. I enjoyed every bite and gossip. Forgetting about the headache.We all helped our classmates, Loriza, Joan, Ninay and especially Cyrile for the Campus Idol. They should put on a formal dress, which they didn’t prepare with that’s why we find quick fixes.
And the unforgettable part of it, Raz lend Cy her dress, yet they were looking for some ways for her not to look “losyang”. So Raz suddenly got annoyed and utter,
“ Ui P150 yan! “ It quite didn’t sound good on them that’s why Zhai and Claude really look for ways just to lend Cy another dress. So they did, Zhai found a dress for Cy and rush. Campus Idol
Juniors first ..
Carla was the very first one. Charmaine forgot some of the lines of her song, I even laughed as I’ve heard Kodie complain on how Charmaine had practiced while they’re taking test. Almost all of them were nervous, who wouldn’t be?!
Neil had the attention of the crowd as he screams in an out of tune. 
While Tenten astound the judges, not so new for us as we all know how good is her voice. Same as Aj, though the judges advised her to change the type of her usual songs. And ofcourse Aaron, as he let us hear again his heart catching voice with matching “kodigo”. At the end, Claire, Tenten, Aaron and AJ passed the Elimination.
At the midway of seniors’ elimination, I went at the canteen with Karen, Camille and Froi. We ate a bit and talk for a while, and decided to go back when Ma’am Arlene told us that the program was at the gym and not at the canteen. We didn’t go back directly at the gym, instead stayed for a while in front of the junior’s rooms. But when Sir Ces noticed that there were only a few students watching, Ma’am Pareja yelled, that’s when we decided, “we should!” go back! Teachers were already
angry, but I guess they should. That was always our attitude every time there would be a program. Sir Ces even uttered that it should already be plasced in the policy. A hisroric day' I could say.
Classes had ended, few hours left and I already need to face my consequence. My family greeted me and I guess they were all busy for my birthday. I was thinking how could I say what happened. But I should tell it as soon.
As I’ve told my Mom
what happened, ofcourse they felt disappointed, and I know Abby was mad, deep inside though I’m not seeing it.
My former classmates even gave messages while my relatives came. It was a boisterous day !!!
This Wednesday, Nitros were divided within the 3sections. Elaidia, Justin, Pam, Micah and Esie were the one who stayed in our room.
As we were checking our test paper in Math, I was chatting with Karen of how fast days were.
Few months left, we will already be seniors. It was exciting, but it was not I was feeling while thinking of it. Reminiscing, and wishing to turn back the unforgettable days. Aixt, how I wish!
While waiting for Ma’am Evelyn, Ma’am Rhea noticed how quiet we were! Totally silence! But when it was already half hour late, we decided to make noise.
Our topic? Corney jokes !!!
3H student who’s …
A boxer- eh di si“claudine MARQUEZ”
In a carnabal- eh di si “CAroselle”
not always sure- eh di si“asley eriDAO?”
Always blasting- eh di si“zhaila GRANADo”
Always the protagonist- eh di si“felariz sarVIDA”
Not drowning- eh di si“felariz salBAVIDA”
Asthmatic- eh di si“eleazer moHIKA”
From Britain- eh di si“joan BRITAINia”
Wahaha’ corney !!!
Again our effort was wasted!
We should make a script on our role play instead of our long assignment in English. Ever since, I really hate every time my effort would be wasted. And Claudine was my partner with that attitude!
Before the week’s near to end, I had a big problem in Chem. At first, I was lower than 55%. So I need to work on a project, a very LONG project! With those mountains of other homeworks, that would be added worse. So I seek for corrections and so I did. At first I was more problematic on how could I tell it coz maybe Ma’am Bisa would thought a negative side of it. Yet I had explained well and solved my problem.
While walking, me and Claude were chatting about “problems”. She had this attitude which is counting those problems. Which is opposite of mine. I am not aware of listing or counting probs, instead I count for solutions and facing it as positive trials the way I should.
For the last day of the week, we had short-period classes.
Ma’am Rhea came late, that’s why we had Stat as our first subject. I was so sleepy as if I already had a dream.
JS prom was already a big topic.
Some were excited, while some were problematic. Ma’am Jacque told some tips for chubby and flat chested. We also have to practice how to wear shoes with heels. Whoa?! For me, JS prom would be a great experience; especially you have your lovelife that time. Haha! Preparations were also greatly needed; somehow I am excited with it.
Ma’am Tenny also gave some diet tips, yet I don’t need it, instead I need those fats!
30 minutes is really short that’s why Ma’am Arlene can’t discuss, so she just let us see the bird sketches we’ve done when she’s not around.
What I’ve drawn was a “Maya” .. It was only a simple and small bird, because for me [excluding of being small] I can only do light things for now, yet I am always searching for attainments.
RAT reviewers were at the Chem Lab when we came, so when Ma’am Bisa saw us, we first greeted her an advance “Happy Birthday”, then she told us to make a poem about atoms. Ofcourse everyone did it as an assignment.
[what’s new?!]
We don’t have zoo, yet Anal Geoms have. That’s why we decided to watch a movie, and it was “Shutter”. I’ve already watch Thailand version of it, but this time it was an English version.
Juniors first ..
Carla was the very first one. Charmaine forgot some of the lines of her song, I even laughed as I’ve heard Kodie complain on how Charmaine had practiced while they’re taking test. Almost all of them were nervous, who wouldn’t be?!
Neil had the attention of the crowd as he screams in an out of tune. While Tenten astound the judges, not so new for us as we all know how good is her voice. Same as Aj, though the judges advised her to change the type of her usual songs. And ofcourse Aaron, as he let us hear again his heart catching voice with matching “kodigo”. At the end, Claire, Tenten, Aaron and AJ passed the Elimination.At the midway of seniors’ elimination, I went at the canteen with Karen, Camille and Froi. We ate a bit and talk for a while, and decided to go back when Ma’am Arlene told us that the program was at the gym and not at the canteen. We didn’t go back directly at the gym, instead stayed for a while in front of the junior’s rooms. But when Sir Ces noticed that there were only a few students watching, Ma’am Pareja yelled, that’s when we decided, “we should!” go back! Teachers were already
angry, but I guess they should. That was always our attitude every time there would be a program. Sir Ces even uttered that it should already be plasced in the policy. A hisroric day' I could say.Classes had ended, few hours left and I already need to face my consequence. My family greeted me and I guess they were all busy for my birthday. I was thinking how could I say what happened. But I should tell it as soon.
As I’ve told my Mom
what happened, ofcourse they felt disappointed, and I know Abby was mad, deep inside though I’m not seeing it.My former classmates even gave messages while my relatives came. It was a boisterous day !!!
This Wednesday, Nitros were divided within the 3sections. Elaidia, Justin, Pam, Micah and Esie were the one who stayed in our room.
As we were checking our test paper in Math, I was chatting with Karen of how fast days were.
Few months left, we will already be seniors. It was exciting, but it was not I was feeling while thinking of it. Reminiscing, and wishing to turn back the unforgettable days. Aixt, how I wish!While waiting for Ma’am Evelyn, Ma’am Rhea noticed how quiet we were! Totally silence! But when it was already half hour late, we decided to make noise.
Our topic? Corney jokes !!!
3H student who’s …
A boxer- eh di si“claudine MARQUEZ”
In a carnabal- eh di si “CAroselle”
not always sure- eh di si“asley eriDAO?”
Always blasting- eh di si“zhaila GRANADo”
Always the protagonist- eh di si“felariz sarVIDA”
Not drowning- eh di si“felariz salBAVIDA”
Asthmatic- eh di si“eleazer moHIKA”
From Britain- eh di si“joan BRITAINia”
Wahaha’ corney !!!
Again our effort was wasted!
We should make a script on our role play instead of our long assignment in English. Ever since, I really hate every time my effort would be wasted. And Claudine was my partner with that attitude!Before the week’s near to end, I had a big problem in Chem. At first, I was lower than 55%. So I need to work on a project, a very LONG project! With those mountains of other homeworks, that would be added worse. So I seek for corrections and so I did. At first I was more problematic on how could I tell it coz maybe Ma’am Bisa would thought a negative side of it. Yet I had explained well and solved my problem.While walking, me and Claude were chatting about “problems”. She had this attitude which is counting those problems. Which is opposite of mine. I am not aware of listing or counting probs, instead I count for solutions and facing it as positive trials the way I should.
For the last day of the week, we had short-period classes.
Ma’am Rhea came late, that’s why we had Stat as our first subject. I was so sleepy as if I already had a dream.
JS prom was already a big topic.
Some were excited, while some were problematic. Ma’am Jacque told some tips for chubby and flat chested. We also have to practice how to wear shoes with heels. Whoa?! For me, JS prom would be a great experience; especially you have your lovelife that time. Haha! Preparations were also greatly needed; somehow I am excited with it.Ma’am Tenny also gave some diet tips, yet I don’t need it, instead I need those fats!
30 minutes is really short that’s why Ma’am Arlene can’t discuss, so she just let us see the bird sketches we’ve done when she’s not around.
What I’ve drawn was a “Maya” .. It was only a simple and small bird, because for me [excluding of being small] I can only do light things for now, yet I am always searching for attainments.
RAT reviewers were at the Chem Lab when we came, so when Ma’am Bisa saw us, we first greeted her an advance “Happy Birthday”, then she told us to make a poem about atoms. Ofcourse everyone did it as an assignment.
[what’s new?!]We don’t have zoo, yet Anal Geoms have. That’s why we decided to watch a movie, and it was “Shutter”. I’ve already watch Thailand version of it, but this time it was an English version.
Campus Idol
It’s time for freshies and sophomores
We were impressed by the freshies!
Almost all of them look prepared!
Elea’s brother joined and all of the juniors cheered for him as he sang “awake”. Kuya Banjo’s brother gets the attention of the crowd as he started he’s obviously rock song, with a fully energetic
expression with a twist of “mute” microphone!!! lol
While on the turn of sophomores, at first it was almost boys. Emmer and his partner [actually I am not sure of his name, but I guess it’s Justin] made all of us laugh, not only with their performances but also with their interpretative
dances.
“Huling Elbimbo” was obviously their favorite, that’s why Ma’am Jennette asked them if they know who Paraluman is. But they don’t! Even me haha!
All of the semi-finalists were presented, and that ends the program.
At the Flag Retreat, I was looking at him. I’m not sure why, but I know I really don’t like his attitude. The way he socializes and pretends something he’s not. Kuya Joeven gave us a punishment, a countdown squat, yet boys with long hair had worse having 70squats.
“Exercise complied with Sir!"
It all starts with GOD
Many people try to use GOD for their own self-actualization, but that is a reversal of nature and is doomed to failure. You were made for GOD, not vice versa, and life is about letting GOD use you for his purposes, not using him for your own purpose. The Bible says, “Obsession with self in these matters is a dead end; attention to GOD leads us out into the open, into a spacious, free life.”
It’s time for freshies and sophomores
We were impressed by the freshies!
Almost all of them look prepared!Elea’s brother joined and all of the juniors cheered for him as he sang “awake”. Kuya Banjo’s brother gets the attention of the crowd as he started he’s obviously rock song, with a fully energetic
expression with a twist of “mute” microphone!!! lolWhile on the turn of sophomores, at first it was almost boys. Emmer and his partner [actually I am not sure of his name, but I guess it’s Justin] made all of us laugh, not only with their performances but also with their interpretative
dances.“Huling Elbimbo” was obviously their favorite, that’s why Ma’am Jennette asked them if they know who Paraluman is. But they don’t! Even me haha!
All of the semi-finalists were presented, and that ends the program.
At the Flag Retreat, I was looking at him. I’m not sure why, but I know I really don’t like his attitude. The way he socializes and pretends something he’s not. Kuya Joeven gave us a punishment, a countdown squat, yet boys with long hair had worse having 70squats.
“Exercise complied with Sir!"
It all starts with GOD
Many people try to use GOD for their own self-actualization, but that is a reversal of nature and is doomed to failure. You were made for GOD, not vice versa, and life is about letting GOD use you for his purposes, not using him for your own purpose. The Bible says, “Obsession with self in these matters is a dead end; attention to GOD leads us out into the open, into a spacious, free life.”
