just breathe

new look? whoa!
I really felt so nervous while in the jeep. That's me a girl who always loses her confidence in things she's not aware of, insecure, conscious I hate it yet its me. In spite of those I know how to talk to myself and with HIM. Until Roselle is already on the brink to face her test. And so I did, honestly its quite hard, but Roselle did it!

We didn't had any discussion in Math, but Ma'am Rhea give out an announcement about the project of Math Club. A whole day of fun activities which were all related on Mathematics. And the cream of the top ..our Miss Math-taba, Kathreen☺ We were not that busy but I've noticed that no one got outside on our break, everyone of us stayed inside and chat. Ma'am Kim only left a seatwork but I felt so drowsy, so I just fell asleep. Our class prophecy was our topic since morning, and we loved reading each theme we had written. And continued the vacant until AP. Sir Mojica break it, but for only 30 mins. He discussed and gave a dramatic line for his Intro "So, long time no see ..Maybe you don't know me anymore huh. Maybe you already forgot my subject" haha! Afterwards, I was interrupted by the dark mole on Sir Mojica's face. It was so weird for me coz I guess that was the first time I saw it in the history of my 3yr. So I asked Joan, she said it was real coz she thought she saw it already. But then she took a better look and giggle coz its really weird! Though it looks so real! I even remembered that I once drew a sketch of him while getting bored on our topic. I also linked it with my other sketch on Gloria's. They both have moles beside their nose' exactly at the right so I was already convinced its real. We stopped for a while and later on a glimpse at him shocked me ..haha' the mole disappeared. I told it to Joan and we just blast out and told it to our seatmates wahaha☺☺☺ Sir Tom went inside and called Sir Mojica ..ahh.. We don't have Zoo, I think Camille missed me
[haha] so we spent the vacant together and gossip about our Sembreak. For our last period, Ma'am Malou gave us time to scheme a decoration for Christmas.
Loriza need to go outside so we did not ride on the school bus. We waited for her.. wait ..wait and waited! And I hate it' it was already getting dark and I'm already getting tired of waiting still with my hungry tummy. We decided to leave her coz we're all already annoyed. I was playing with Cyrile while were waiting until she got mad again. It was a simple joke that made her frantic. [nonsense..pikon] She didn't mind me until she get off. hM?

My day started with the LT in Math. At first our eyes met with an unknown answer. Looks like we forgot those equations we had learned. But then, some recall and refresh was enough to finish it. We had a fun activity n Physics this day. Who can produce the best electromagnet in the class? At first we got busy on wrapping out the cover of the wire. The cutter even injured my finger' but I didn't mind it I love it anyways. But I've ended up to 10 attractions. Hm' its quite fine rather than none like Nobie and Elea wahaha! Before going downstairs for Chem, we did something. And if you're a student you know this thing. A thing you should avoid but still can't be avoided in many times! We even had an "NFA rice-like Line" just be able to finish it.
While when we had our Chem, Ma'am Bisa filled almost half of the time with her words of wisdom. We weren't just happy because of the time passing without any discussions and quizzes but also the lessons we could definitely adapt,either as a student or a normal teen as we grow up. I have to report a topic on how to write a term paper, when suddenly I heard Claud, Zhai and Fela saying that I was blooming this past few days. Wherein Claud said "A Girl is really looking more beautiful when she's wearing an earrings". Fela is exactly not wearing an earrings that time so Claud let her borrow the other pair of hers. [Infact they were not listening in my report!]
Before having our lunch, Ma'am Rhea announced that the whole school were going at the funeral of the mother of the husband of our principal [yeah!]. Yet we still had our AP before going there. She even stated that it’s the last grading that she would be our teacher in AP and Ma’am My would be her substitute. She also told us some of their experinces at Baguio. If only I have 7,000 haha☺While Claud [who's seat is really far from me]called me and slightly whisper that "Roselle! Maybe that's why *** went there was because Kris was also there! daig! haha!" It was quarter to 2 when we fall in and stroll until the cemetery. But before we came there, we went back for how many times, though we didn’t get irritated coz we just let the time passed as we had our “oldies-sing-trip”! We were practicing for the funeral ..hehe. But I think it was just very hot that’s why we want the rain to fall. And when we came at the cemetery, we just stayed outside and waited there. I was just quietly looking at the water underneath that mini bridge where our section exactly stopped, which is not that clean but not that dirty also, when Nobie and afterwards with the others teased me again on him. They really did not stop until we went back. Nobie was still with me when we get back, still asking he’s nonsense question. It was just quarter to 4 when we got back. Ma’am Malou did not have her class anymore so we just gossip about HORROR STORIES. [and Nobie was the most who had, and I guess it was because of he’s open third eye]

Ma’am Rhea gave us her period for us to make our Comics Strip, I was too bored to do it so I just droop and closed my eyes. But I was awakened when we had a review but it was a game, in Physics. We were divided into two again, to get points, a group should ask a question in the other which they couldn’t answer or answer their question instead. It was really fun ..not only because we won but we also enjoyed the way we did the review as a class. We received a sermon from Ma’am Bisa as she told us that were already worse than Municipal students?! yaykx,how sad! I was a bit irritated to Kathreen, coz I just noticed that everytime that me and Cyrile would have a conflict, it looks like she’s more mad at me though it wasn’t a big problem at all. Me and Cyrile weren’t minding each other that day because of what happened last Monday, and Kathreen was so aloof with me that particular day also. I don’t know if I just got sensitive that time or it was really connected with our childy war. Periodical is already near so Ma’am Evelyn told us for a reviewer to be passed again! She needs to review for us I guess. I didn’t make it coz I know it would be non sense. Infact I couldn’t use it, waste of effort isn’t it? I just focused
more on Tissues for our Long Test in Zoo. I got so drowsy saving all those terms in my mind, aixt! And after forcing my mind to save as many as it could, I thought it isn’t worthin? We should write there the answers specifically, which I guess we all don’t know and she wasn’t teaching it at all. It was already late, that’s why when were on the way, they were scaring Cyrile as she walks through their house at “talahiban” haha! We were already
Sweet dreams ..

Periodic Days ^^^^

Math
easy but hard ..well I guess I don’t love Math anymore?
AP
Guess as you can! For sure Paul would always be the highest
English
doubtful! I know what I should write but I’m not sure if I’ll use have or had form?
Statistics
whoa?! Speechless ..

first day ..I hate having Menstruation! Especially on this day!

Chemistry
worst blank paper, I really forgot all of those formulas! Hate Colloids ..that’s the only thing I’d review[idiot!]
Physics
I was so irritated in Chem’ I’ve tried to answer it, until I’ve already used some of the time for Physics. Plus having a mental block! waaahhhhh! Come what may ..
Filipino
As always it’s still very long! I was already cramming when I check it out.
MAPEH
Shot in the dark! I really did not review here!
Zoology
Actually ..I really wanted to pee’ just before break time. I wasn’t able to go at the TRC just to have a quick snap on reviews. That’s why when it’s already at most 2hours that I’ve forcing it to stay, I can’t take it anymore and just did a hurry answers and guesses.

Second day ..it was full of cramming. Unlike before, we should finish every test at EXACTLY one hour!

We did the decorations for Christmas, while Cyrile and me get back to normal WW3!! It’s better than a hush war..

At last, I could already breathe. Periodicals done’ just get ready for the checking !!!

till here^^

roselle

Neither Reality nor Fantasy [class prophecy]

I was awakened
by an automatic-speaking alarm clock, it was a shiny morning. I got up in a cozy cushioned bed with a lot of bears around, step on a tiled room with a laptop, an ample cabinet with branded and exclusives clothes and shoes, a mini sala set and a 65’’ flat screen television infront, underneath was a Meridian Audio Ltd DVD player, a checkered-heart shape shelf with all the lasting souvenirs from the past. All that I am seeing were very far from my 14 average years of life. As I looked myself in the mirror, a glimpse of a 26 year old grown up beautiful gal dazed me.

Someone knocked on the door, wearing a checkered pink dress and a white collar, she respectfully told me that someone gave a message from our 3G telephone. She was Claudine, urging me to come off at the reunion bash of 3Hydrogen batch 08’09 tonight, 8 in the evening at the PichaClaros. I felt on edge coz it was 12 years since I’ve been with this batch of chums. I can’t wait to see how they change and who are they now.

I hurriedly went at the parlor and afterwards spot for the best cloth I could fit in. It was already 5 noon, 3 hours more before I’d see them all. My Dad horn his Bugatti Veyron car and called my name. I went out my room with my Gucci Tea-length Bubble Prom Dress and walked with my Manolo Blanhik Cinderella glass slippers.

From Quezon City, I with my Dad traveled to Maragondon coz that’s where I found these crazy friends. I couldn’t imagine everything I see. Far from the vicinity I am aware of while in a jeep before. Tanza was already a city with high buildings and its own mall, the place was so gay. I can’t close my eyes, not to miss every restaurants and resorts in Naic. And after some hours, we came in Maragondon. My heart beats so fast, every breath was enlightened by an amazing look. I already opened the window of the car. The air was still fresh, but everything has a great change. There was a MRT station and a wide food court with a big stage at the isle wherein proud bands from Cavite perform, I guess. I even saw PichaClaros transformed into a hotel. How great! And that was our rendezvous. I stepped out our car and left my Dad with a kiss saying a “safely drive”.

The guard greeted me and gave me my way through the spot where my former classmates were. It was already 8:30, 30 minutes late from the time I have to be there. I reminisce how I really come to school before, as always I am an outstanding late comer. They even thought I wouldn’t come coz I am not answering my phone. There I knew how I was astonished by the breakthroughs of my native home.

I was totally shaken up by them, a lot of changes and maturities. I could say I met a new batch of friends today.

Zyrex was the owner of PichaClaros Hotel, while Nobie is already the current manager of Central Bank of the Philippines. Edward owns a Gym, Eleazer is a promising Close-Up model and Paul knew who completes the missing link in the History of Apes that lead him as the Historian of the year.
While gals like Roxanne became the Mother Superior with Loriza in St. Augustine Church. Joy and Karen were great Doctors in Asian Hospital and Medical Center. Joan and Cyrille were personal secretaries of Zyrex and Edward respectively with their individual businesses. Cyrile is a rich financier of “He Cares Foundation” for Street Children and Jerika has her own Free Candy Shop for all the children below 5, Kathreen has a beauty salon, spa and a surgeon as well. Cez is now the perfect loveteam of Sam, Zhaila already has her own spot on Hollywood Walk of Fame, and Shalice is a prominent concert princess. Our formerly Class President Claudine, went into a CEO President while Felariz boost HTBC towards to a great Christian Fellowship group nationwide with Ralf. Cathleen had read thousands of books and novels and became a poet, novelist, composer, lyricist, playwright, mythographer, journalist and a film scriptwriter, Theresa and Janina outdo Yao Ming with their 50 points, 28 rebounds, and ten free throws with 25 seconds left that proved to be their winning margin and Asley made a zero percentage in the world poverty.

The celebration shall have been ended by 10 in the evening. We shall have been uttered a sweet nothing before goodbyes. And with my turn, I just tell them how I’ve been so crazy and charmed to be with them once more. I missed everything and at the same time felt the past of our high school life. I always count on with next times and this memories that all of them won’t forget.

To-DO-List [sembreak]

SUNDAY
A weekend ..It was Sunday when I
went at Freshaire and had a new hair style. Since were already at SM, we had an all-out window shopping! We even watch HSM3, ofcourse I do love it, since I think it will be their finale. At first Abby doesn’t want it coz she want Kulam instead. Actually it’s her money that we spent but still me and my brother were the one who still won’ and watch HSM with her!!! It was even the last full show that’s why it’s really late already, my mom was not with us anymore coz she went home with my youngest brother earlier than us. When the movie had ended, but we need to stay coz we weren’t able to start it, and while it was a commercial break, we worried that we’re still not buying anything that’s why we hurried at PREPPY and buy a dress. Infact we only had 200 each that time because of the foods and etc we bought, so we decided to go at PREPPY so that it would be cheaper. I spot at a 2cute dresses and fitted it quickly,
same as Abby for us to come on time at the theater. And so we did! Exactly ..While were not there, Ruzzel told us as with a crack that they all stood up as a respect while the National Anthem and Pledge was played. We finished the movie and went home onwards.
TUESDAY
It was Tuesday ..we should do our project in Chem and at the same time be at Claud’s Birthday Bash!
I thought we could do it before the lil’party interrupts us but then it was a thought. We weren’t able to accomplish it, we just ate those yummy foods that Tita Carmen prepare, Claud’s mom. Afritada for our lunch, and bake mac, lasagna and cheese cake for our merienda. Snap shots won’t be lost definitely! We even watched “A Cinderella Story”! –though I already know what is the story of Cinderella, still ..I surely felt inlove with Nomad haha! with the movie rather ..
Afterwards ..we didn’t try to finish the project coz it’s getting late and I still need to get the package that my Dad gave. It was just near at Claud’s house so we decided to walk. It was nearer at Karen’s house, I thought I couldn’t go there without calling her, coz since we had a conflict we’re not yet getting so close again. But I still called her and ask to come with me, gave her a smile and talk like a normal muffin friend. It was just a while so I bade goodbye after I got the package which were only chocolates, lotion, some cds and clothes for my brother. Ate Rubel suggested to walk until “bayan” no choice though my foot was already aching. I can’t force her maybe she don’t have money anymore coz she’s still saying dramatic lines like ..”The rice is already cheap! Better walk you can still help for the Global Warming” come’on!
WEDNESDAY
Wednesday ..I should meet my groupmates today because of our unsettled module, but I decided not to go. I am not yet staying in our house since sembreak so I guess my mom will already become a monster if I’ll not be home tomorrow. But I still helped them using my YM, I am just physically absent’ still fine. I know they could understand it coz of my LD. I also started reading “The Possibility of Fireflies” that Zhaila lends me. It was nice coz me and Ellie were at the same age, though I am not experiencing the exact scenes I still can relate.
THURSDAY
Thursday ..a general cleaning. We spent the half of the day making the whole house sparkling haha!

FRIDAY
Friday ..My mom will wash our clothes today, since it’s sembreak we should help her. She even woke us up so early’ for us to wrap-up early too.
SATURDAY
Saturday’ all souls day ..but we’re at our house instead at the cemetery. Some of our relatives won’t go too that’s why we also didn’t. And I surmise we’re all exhausted from the last few busy days. So we just light up candles outside our house for our beloved grandparents.
SUNDAY
Sunday ..me and Abby went again at the mall. I should return at the Freshaire for some reason but they told me just to go back again next week’ azar! But it’s for my own good so it should be fine for me though not haha! We shouldn’t lose the leisure so an all-out window shopping again. We bought dresses, earrings and some girl stuff.

Surely ..those things that shouldn’t be gone in my whole break, my favorite hobbies, watching movies ’ texting’
surfing the net

’ and a serenade with music.

till here
roselle